So I'm playing Yukino's route in Hatsukoi 1/1. I've been her childhood friend since we were kids. She's always loved me and was hoping for the day I would notice and escalate things up to a romance. In the past I was a charismatic basketball player but when I was framed for shoplifting and kicked off the team I lost that dream. Yukino felt sorry for me and suggested I take up something new I could get engrossed in and recapture my 'hardworking, ambitious spirit.'
I decided to found the 'Cafeteria improvement committee' for our school. We would investigate why so few people used the cafeteria in school and fix things so that it would become popular again. I gathered a group of people who would work with me on this noble quest, including naturally Yukino, and then did all the work necessary to turn things around. We washed dishes, provided waitresses, and improved the menu, bringing lots of people back and getting things buzzing again.
At this point Yukino and I 'upgraded' to boyfriend-girlfriend. She couldn't get enough of me and we had a lot of fun times together. Six months later, when I tried to get coffee flavored jelly on the menu as a 'pick me up' for the second half of school, my invention was rejected by the student assembly. The committee fell to recriminations with one another about why we couldn't think up a better menu item, and fell apart. I decided there was nothing more that could be done to improve the cafeteria at this point and returned to just being a student again. I'd rather just spend time with my girlfriend than beat my head any further against this pointless wall.
So of course, within just one week of quitting the committee, Yukino decided to dump me. She said I was no longer the hardworking, ambitious boy she had fallen in love with, and a loser like me wasn't worth anything to her. Note, this is a girl who had supposedly loved me for the last 15 years or so. It didn't matter. After one week of not being the head of the cafeteria improvement committee, all her feelings had drained away and she had nothing but contempt for me. I was a human cockroach by the end of the week.
I hadn't dropped out of school. I hadn't declared my intentions to be unemployed or a hikikomori in the future. I hadn't pledged my soul to NEETdom. I had just decided that given the constraints of just being a school club there was nothing further that could be done to improve the cafeteria. In fact, the cafeteria was already working well at this point and we had fixed everything possible there was to fix. But one week of me 'not moving forward' was enough to prove to Yukino that I wasn't the guy for her.
She's only interested in the hardworking, ambitious guys with big dreams who never give up. Only the Pirate King or the Hokage is worth her interest. If you falter for even an instant that's the end for you, she'll plunge the knife right into your heart and finish you off at the first sign of weakness.
Now, to be fair, since I had no interest in becoming the Pirate King or whatever, even if she had waited a month or a year, I never would have become the charismatic leader of any other club no matter how long she had waited. So the swiftness of her execution sentence isn't really the issue here.
The issue here is that women punish men who refuse to waste their time or energy on pointless things, while greatly rewarding those men who are happy to waste their time and energy on pointless things. This is the real problem. Malinvestment is stupid. It's the bane of a capitalist economy. And yet women are hooking up with guys who malinvest and dumping guys who prudently reserve their efforts for when they could actually achieve something.
The weirdest thing is that girls aren't even interested in the results of your actions. You could be aiming to become the best lawn mower ever, constantly striving to mow the lawn just a little bit better, and they would be all starry eyed over your passionate, fiery spirit. The only thing girls see in those pea sized brains is "go-getter, striver, hard worker, ambitious!" vs. "lazy, useless, worthless, going nowhere."
Seriously, who the hell even cares if the cafeteria is improved or not? Nothing will change even if it is. But because I was working hard and had all sorts of dreams about how we could improve things, the girls were all over me. Then the moment I decide this is a waste of time, I'm treated like dirt. Do you know how ridiculous this is when translated into serious matters?
"Should we build this bridge to nowhere? It would cost 10 billion dollars."
"I'm willing to sacrifice anything for this bridge. It's my dream!" *girls swoon*
"You say it's to nowhere? Isn't that a waste of money?" *girls sneer*
"Should we invade Iran? It would cost five trillion dollars."
"I'm willing to sacrifice anything to invade Iran. It's my dream!" *girls swoon*
"What did Iran ever do to us? Five trillion dollars, and for what?" *girls sneer*
"Should we learn calculus three? It would cost $150,000 dollars."
"I'm willing to sacrifice anything to learn Calculus three. It's my dream!" *girls swoon*
"When am I ever going to use math of that level in my life? What's the point?" *girls sneer*
Every intelligent decision that saves time, money, and effort is punished while every stupid decision that simply blows up everything is rewarded with a harem. Women are perniciously forcing men down horrible decision paths simply in order to impress women, because the only thing that impresses women is processes (hard working, ambitious, selfless, determined, etc.) instead of consequences (health, happiness, prosperity, security, etc.)
If a guy could offer a girl a life free of hardship, where we'd have a healthy, happy, prosperous and secure future, just by avoiding malinvestments in stupid things like monorails, he'd be rejected simply because he didn't work hard enough to get there.
Alternatively, if a guy proposes to take down the King of England by living as a bandit in the woods and robbing passerbys, freaking Maid Maryanne is ready to go.
This is a wacky way to run society. In order to impress women, men are going out of their way to fill the world with unnecessary hardships -- wars, makework, education, etc. People are earning three times as much as they could possibly use for any practical purpose, putting in overtime and destroying their health, just to show women how cool they are. It's like a bunch of male peacocks with unnecessary gigantic tails. What is going on here?
Men aren't allowed to make $12,000 a year and restrain their spending to only what's genuinely necessary. They have to instead make $60,000 a year and waste all the money on frivolities. They aren't allowed to work 20 hours a week because that's all they need to pay the bills, they must work 40 hours a week because that's the manly thing to do. They aren't allowed to drop out of college because nothing you learn there is of any practical use, or even true. Instead you must go deep into student debt and waste some of the best years of your life to acquire a paper certificate signifying nothing.
Everywhere I look I see malinvestment, and everywhere I look I see women forcing the malinvestment.
There is virtually nothing worth doing on this planet. Education is a joke and a fraud. You have to abandon your integrity to pass any course on offer, and nothing you learn is of any use to the practical ability to do your job. If you join the military, you'll be forced to fight a stupid war in a stupid way against the wrong opponent -- like Vietnam or Afghanistan. In the end you'll just lose because you were never allowed to fight effectively or achieve anything, despite having a trillion dollar budget to work with every year.
If you take up a practical job like farming, you'll realize that we already overproduce every imaginable crop in this country, that half the food in the country is already thrown away before ever feeding anything, even a pig or a cow, much less a human. That a large portion of our crop each year is literally burned in car engines in a reaction that actually required more oil to produce than it generated. That Americans are some of the most obese people on Earth and the last thing they need is more food -- etc, etc, etc.
Take up a construction job. Then realize that either you're a) building a place for immigrants to move in to and destroy your community with their drugs, crime, and poverty, since that's the only source of population growth remaining in the country; or you're b) building a second, third, or fourth home for speculators to bid on and credit default swap to various banks and investment portfolios until the next market crash wipes it all out, just like in 2007, without anyone ever having any intention of actually inhabiting your place.
Smelt fucking steel. Then realize that you're a) contributing to the construction trade, b) building inferior cars to the Japanese or South Koreans, or c) arming your useless military which has never won a war in seventy years.
No matter how obviously sound a task originally appears, actually there's no point doing it. Everyone who could benefit from your economic activity is probably evil. The only thing you're empowering by working is evildoers. And then whatever money you just made will just be taxed away from you and given to an evil government which will then use the money to further yet more evil.
You could work at some fast food place, make essentially nothing, and contribute to America's obesity epidemic. Yay.
You could become an educator, and peddle the government mandated narrative which is a pack of lies to vulnerable children. Yippee.
You could become a truck driver, and transport pipes or beer or whatever back and forth on America's endless highways, back and forth, monotonously staring at an endless road, avoiding traffic accidents for the rest of your life, even though self-driving cars have already been invented that could easily do this job already. Huzzah.
You could become a nurse and take care of demented, senile seniors who can no longer get up to go to the bathroom on their own. Woot!
You could become a doctor and treat an assemblage of gunshot victims in gang wars, druggees, obese diabetics, smokers, the mentally insane, and all the rest of the filth of society who caused all their own problems, all on the public dime. Hurray.
You could become a lawyer and a) try to get the same guy convicted for the 50th time for some offense that he'll just be given a week in jail for, b) lie and get a guilty person off so that he can remain a public menace, c) put away for good a serious criminal who never should have been allowed to be a member of our society in the first place but will now get $30,000 a year in public tax dollars just to stay locked away. No matter how many blacks and hispanics you lock up our immigration system just imports millions more and crime just keeps going up anyway though. Hurrah.
You could become a cop and a) arrest the same guy for the 50th time and know he'll be out on the street tomorrow. b) fleece some innocent motorist for some bullshit offense like a highwayman. c) suppress the constitutional rights of a peaceful assembly like at Charlottesville. d) be berated for the crime of racism and police brutality when you're just doing your job. Score!
There are obvious, cheap, easy solutions to all these problems. Instead of a gigantic military, we could have a tiny one and just promise nuclear annihilation to anyone who attacks us. Instead of lawyers and cops, we could just have a law-abiding community of whites and/or asians and swift, certain justice for anyone who doesn't get with the system. Instead of doctors we could just let all the unhealthy freaks and brain-dead seniors die already and save us the burden. Instead of construction workers we could just end immigration and inherit the housing we already have from the previous generations. Absent immigration our population would be going down and there would be more than enough housing for everyone for free by now. Instead of farming we could let a few automated AI's handle it all (like how we proved we could do with barley). The same for trucking.
Instead of education we could just home school our own kids in the values and knowledge we want them to have.
Admittedly, there are probably a few useful jobs here and there -- people who repair toilets so they don't flood the neighborhood and properly flush -- whoever keeps the lights on -- road repair crews -- water purification plants -- etc. But the problem with any of these jobs is that, so long as you're living in America, the people you'd be helping with these jobs aren't worthy of your help and in a moral universe you'd instead be slaughtering as we speak. I'd rather the country collapse into a hellscape than give clean water to liberals.
Only jobs that could potentially change the liberal power structure are productive in terms of utility. Anything that does not overthrow liberalism is only aiding and abetting it, which is treason to mankind.
If you aren't the head of a multi-billion dollar company, an artist or an inventor, you're just wasting your time. Humanity will not be improved by your actions. In fact, odds are, you're just making things worse. Usually you're just treating some stupid symptom instead of getting at the root of a problem, which would actually fix things. And the longer you treat the symptom the longer the root problem goes unsolved, so you're actually just making things worse.
Revolutionary is the only job worth doing. We need to crush our enemies and hear the lamentations of their women. Anything short of that just leads to the same damn conclusion -- black world. 2100 is currently a combination of white/asian fertility less than 1.0 and black/arab fertility over 5.0. When you farm, you're feeding that nightmare. When you build a house, you're housing that nightmare. When you do anything except kill blacks and enslave women, putting them into rape rooms where they can do nothing but get pregnant and bear children -- you are bringing about 2100.
An artist is useful because maybe the art can convince people to kill blacks and enslave women. An inventor is useful because maybe the invention can kill blacks and enslave women. A multi-billion dollar company CEO is useful because maybe it can fund an artist or inventor who will then kill blacks or enslave women.
We are currently hurtling towards the end of the world. Anyone born today will live long enough to experience it personally. Unless we change course there is no amount of housing, plumbing, wiring, steel, garbage removal, water purification, power plants, cures to cancer, or bacon that leads to anything but the exact same 2100 nightmare black world scenario the UN banally predicts every year with its nice graphs and charts.
Any job you do is just perpetuating a monstrous, evil system that is hurtling towards armaggeddon.
You are part of a system that is driving civilization to extinction for the sake of subhuman sludge.
So here's the thing. I don't feel motivated to do anything except kill nonwhites and nonasians and/or rape white/asian women and force them to bear my children. Because those are the only two things that currently need doing in this world. And then I get nagged by Yukino that I'm not motivated enough and she only loved the active, aspirational, ambitious me that was improving the fucking school cafeteria with coffee jelly recipes.
This is insane. Why should I have to waste my life on stupid shit to please Yukino? Why am I not allowed to do the only useful thing that needs urgent doing in this world? Why are we chasing after all these inane, bullshit jobs that don't fix anything, solve anything, or improve anything, when the most obvious jobs on Earth -- butcher the blacks, reproduce -- are banned?
Do you know how insane it is for South Korean men to be doing anything on Earth right now aside from slaughtering North Koreans and raping their own .96 fertility women into subjection? The case is so fucking obvious that if they are doing anything else -- street sweeper, particle accelerator, surveyor, accountant, diversity and inclusion facilitator, heavy machinery operator, scuba diving instructor -- I DON'T FUCKING CARE WHAT YOU'RE TRYING HARD AND BEING AMBITIOUS ABOUT. I DON'T FUCKING CARE BECAUSE YOU'RE AN IDIOT WHO'S SOLVING NOTHING. I DON'T FUCKING CARE BECAUSE GUESS WHAT, YOUR COUNTRY IS GOING TO DIE BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T DO THE ONLY TWO THINGS THAT NEEDED DOING IN THIS WORLD.
Once first world women are reproducing again, once the birth rates of the third world are under control again, then you can brag about your fucking bricklayer job. Until then shut up. You are absolutely useless to me. You are dead to me. You are a buzzing fly buzzing, buzzing, buzzing about nothing.
Humans are wonderful creations. They aren't one dimensional beings. If, say, a plague of locusts are coming, we can put down our farming tools and pick up our insect repellent instead. We can adjust to the situation and, at any given time, only be doing the most urgent, important things that actually need doing.
Do you know how fucking insane, irrational, and pointless it is for, say, a group of people to go to work while an enemy army is approaching with an open pledge to kill/rape/enslave everyone they come across?
Why aren't these people putting down their work tools, taking up arms, and defending themselves from the urgent threat which is about to annihilate them?
All sane men and women should be doing one of two things right now -- reproducing or killing the invading armies. If we don't do these two things, nothing else we do will matter.
It's like if the Soviets were invaded by Army Group Center so they proposed to invest another billion dollars into beautification projects on road medians and swimming pools. Then they hired a bunch of lifeguards to make sure the kids wouldn't drown and congratulated themselves on how ambitious and hardworking they all were.
THIS IS FUCKING STUPID. DRAFT THE MEN AND SEND THEM TO THE FRONT. THERE IS ONLY ONE TASK WORTH DOING DURING WORLD WAR TWO.
OUR COUNTRY IS BEING OVERRUN AND OUR WOMEN ARE ALL BARREN SO THERE WILL BE NOTHING, NOTHING, NOTHING LEFT OF US IN JUST THE NEXT EIGHTY YEARS.
WHAT'S THE POINT IN WRITING A PAPER ABOUT THE POINCAIRE CONJECTURE RIGHT NOW? WHO THE FUCK CARES IF YOU SOLVE IT OR NOT?
WHAT DOES IT AVAIL US IF YOU PAINT THE MAIL ROOM BLUE OR CURE TOBY'S PET RABBIT OF A BELLYACHE WHEN WE'RE ALL GOING TO DIE?
EXPLAIN TO ME HOW WHAT YOU'RE DOING IS GOING TO SAVE MANKIND FROM THE YEAR 2100 OR SHUT UP ABOUT HOW I SHOULD BE DOING MORE.
The correct answer to Yukino dumping me for losing interest in a pointless activity is to rape her. Then lock her in a basement and keep raping her until she has all the children I want. Then teach those children not to judge men based on petty things like whether they're hardworking or ambitious or not, but instead look to see about whether what they are doing is actually making a positive difference in the world or people's lives. Then maybe humanity would be getting somewhere. Unfortunately the police won't allow this situation so there's no route I can click on to get there.
Instead I suspect that I'm going to apologize to Yukino, beg for her forgiveness, and make the cafeteria improvement committee better than ever by redoubling my efforts and spending all my time and energy thinking daily about how I can squeeze any more blood from this stone. Finally, triumphantly, I'll introduce waffles to the lunchroom and Yukino will pledge her undying love to me and we'll get married. Until, at some point, I cease for one week from improving the cafeteria any further at which point she'll say, "I didn't marry this loser" and get a divorce.
SO FUCKING STUPID. IF THIS IS WHAT IT TAKES TO IMPRESS WOMEN THEN WHY BOTHER? IS YUKINO WORTH IT? IS SHE REALLY WORTH THROWING YOUR LIFE AWAY ON AN ACTIVITY YOU KNOW IS STUPID AND POINTLESS BUT DOING IT ANYWAY BECAUSE SHE ONLY LIKES THE AMBITIOUS HARDWORKING YOU WHO GAVE YOUR ALL?
Give me a job that a) impregnates women, b) invents an artificial womb so we can just bypass women, c) kills blacks and muslims on an industrial scale, and I'll be the hardest working man you've ever seen. I'll be a go-getter. I'll work overtime. I'll sacrifice anything.
Waste my time reshuffling the deck chairs on top of the Titanic? No, I think not. If all I get to do is meaningless, empty things that change nothing then I'd rather do nothing at all.